Cleaning......

Just spent the last four hours cleaning my room. It is now 4 am. But no matter how much I clean I just can seem to scrub out the stain you have created on my heart, soul and mind. God I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So very much!!!!!!! You evil BASTARD!!!!!!! I hope you suffer!!!! All I did was because I cared about you but you didnt care you just saw someone you could use. I guess I deserve what I got because I should have learnt by now that men are selfish and do not care for anyone but themselves. Plus he has his precious waiting at home for him. I was a fool to believe that anyone could love me.