Listen

I sit here and I listen.. To the emptiness that is my room and my world... What am I to do? How am I supposed to battle the silence when your voice once filled the void. I miss you.. I wish you were here with me. I wish we had the easy going friendship we once shared but I guess that is now gone traded for something that I viewed as precious but that too is lost... Gone... all is lost to me... especially you......

Happy New Year even though it is kinda old...

Ah well better late than never. Well lemme just give a brief run down of the New Year as is in my life... Umm I am now over him and I have a new Boyfriend whom I love totally. Never thought I could find someone who makes me as content as him but I did. But then the clouds settled over the sunny days that had become my life and my love became engorssed in the wonderful world of politics and he no longer has time for me. I am not used to ths sort of treatment. I miss him but I will not call him. I am not this sort of needy woman to seem to nag when I need attention. I just miss him and I feel as if he no longer cares about me. Especially since I have no idea why he is with me in the first place. I am just waiting for him to come to senses and dump me. Ah well... My projects are online and I am well on my way to becoming a well known woman in my own right... But the sad thing is that I love him... I really do.... Ah well Happy New Year... even though it is a bit old.....